Hi?
This is so awkward. I can't believe it has been two years since I last write here. And I suddenly feel like pouring my random thoughts and feelings here? What is the odds? Fast forward, a lot of things happened to me in these 2 years time span. And when I said a lot, i mean A LOTTTTTTT (probably more than you can imagine). I am literally laughing my self out while writing this because it really doesn't feel real. Do you know what was the first thing that I did when I opened this account after two years? I read back all of my previous posts. And cried along with my past selves, who probably went through hell inside her mind back then. What a fighter you are, Di. Probably the true reason why I feel like writing again today is because I know this maze of thoughts inside my mind need to be organized, but at this right moment everything just feels small again. Like what am I worrying so much about? Subhanallah, how did I went from that Nadia to this Nadia? Masyaallah, what kind o...
