Love letter from 2019 to 2021

Dear Nadia in the future, 

Do you remember how beautiful and happy that your 20 years old self was? You found your path, strength and passion in a super ordinary year. Alhamdulillah. 

I don’t know what future holds but I really hope you are doing fine, just like how I am today. Fact check, I know life is not that easy. Yet I have my faith in you. You might find it hard to breathe, but you are a strong person. No matter how hard things gonna be there, you are still a strong person. Even when you think you are losing yourself, there will be a bit part of yourself yearning, for you to be strong. 

He will never let you break, Nadia. Have faith in Him. Slowly, but surely, you will find the path again. Please don’t beat yourself too much. It’s hard, I know. More than anyone, I am still a part of you, am I? Nevertheless, I also know how much efforts you are putting, how much love you are giving, how much potential you are still developing. And it’s definitely okay to take a break, to let things go with the flow, to find a breath in your harsh day. 

Just like how I am doing now, just like how strong and great you was, in facing things previously.  

You are growing. You are blooming. You are doing well. 

“If Allah has chosen you, then you are the right person for the job, test and blessing. Doesn’t matter what the society say, doesn’t matter what your family say, doesn’t matter what your friends say, and doesn’t matter what you says, Allah words triumph all. If you are currently doubting your capabilities or strength, I hope you remember that Allah chose you for a reason.” -AA. 

Lots of love from your one and only,

Nadia Yusoff.

31 December 2019