Someone that I wish to discover more

In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful.
D-8 of Syawal, Eid Mubarak!

And I wonder if I ever crossed your mind,
For me it happens all the time -Lady Antebellum

You know, I have always been scared of this feeling; when I started to notice and care of one’s existence. Because every single time, I will end up fall for that person, way too hard.

I don’t know how this feeling began, but I found myself smile every time your name appears in my notification. I am so excited whenever I read your life story, and your great personality attracts me the most. Till one day, I realised how I wish to discover you... more and more.

Like fireworks. You make me look up at the sky, aspire me searching for greater things in life. And the sparks in you, add colors to this little journey of mine. Just like how it light up the dark night, you ignite and and shine mine. Making my day, happier and merrier.

But, also like fireworks when it sparkles in the sky and went off in a minute; I am afraid if you slowly disappear. If things doesn’t turn out the way I want it to be. If my hand is actually swinging with the air. Or worst, if the root of the mess is the unready me. I hate thinking about the uncertainty.

Yet, I know for a fact that today is a day to be cherished. There is no assurance of tomorrow. Hence why I choose to just hold dear of this feeling; appreciate it the best I can. I am not sure what future holds or where it will take me, but I do know I am going to be positive. While praying for the best. Because I know He is the one who take care and hold our heart. Whatever it is, I am going to trust Him.

Till then, I will keep praying.

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It's so sudden
But I look forward
To where this trail goes
It might end the way I prefer not
Do not be scared, or despair
Maybe 
It's just not meant to be

NY.

31052020.

12.25 am.