Sinner

In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful.
Day 26 of Ramadhan.
Day ?? of RMO.

It’s something that I’ve been pondering;
Revolve around life, change and sin.
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This life that I try to live

Full of hopes, ambitions and beliefs

His blessing is something that I am yearning

With that click of faith that brings me to Him

So why did I feel so sorrow

In this journey where I expected a rainbow

Why it is not as bright as the sunshine

While the glitch and hidrance keep flying high

And the psyche in me — hopelessly fragile

Its like I am the soul in the dark

Where the eyes is looking but still in blind

Even when hunting for the glint of light  

I wonder why it keeps breaking apart

When I thought I found the shine

Turns out its merely a mirage

Thousands times like stars in the sky

I wish to just, let it down the slide

Yet my heart longing still

For His hand of hope that wider than the sea

Count on His words thats what I do

Reaching out thorough the yellow and blue

With one hope of positivity

Getting me out from this old misery

Have never been easy this journey of life

Praying that we could all survive

For whatever you will go through 

May the Force be with you

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NY.

19052020.

8.00 p.m.